Sunday, April 27, 2008

i'm really sorry about that.

Dear WengWai,
I've gone to your friendster and had read the comment you wrote there.
I knew it was going to really break your heart
since that day u asked me to patch back.
Since then, I've already found out there's something wrong in this relationship.
And i dun wish to let both of us covered by those deep misunderstanding.
When u asked me to patch, though i already
thought that it would really hurt you deeply,
But i still can't let you down. Till the very last moment.
Where i tried my best to write down everything
what i was thinking, in this blog of mine.
I didn't mend to hurt you, if i have the choice to choose.
I would rather Hurt myself instead.
Maybe if we didn't even care to start this relationship,
it wouldn't have ended so sadly.
It was all my fault to start this relationship,
I'm not blaming others, just myself.
I might can't be the best girlfriend u wanted,
but i was glad that you still want me.
I was really happy that you have been there for me,
till the very end,
Thanks for spending so much of your time to be together with me.
I really had a very wonderful story ended with sad ending.
Thanks for everything, I will cherish everything you gave me.
I will never regret for anything in this relationship.
It has taught me a lot of things, learning it by heart.
It has been with me for more than seven months.
Thanks everyone that concerns and support our long last relationship.
I've finally found what's called cherish life and happiness in this world.
Though every piece of happy memories will bring a thousand of sad memories.
It really worth it. That's why i must really cherish it from now on.
Cherish my life, my family and my friends.
A finial word before i end this, i would like to say this to everyone..
" I LOVE YOU "